He was a match. He gave me one of his kidneys at 22, without hesitating, and without making me feel like I owed him anything for it.
When I woke up from surgery, Michael was sitting in the chair beside my bed.
I lost a daughter. I found a son. But life doesn’t always hand you both in the same breath without making things complicated.
He gave me one of his kidneys at 22.
In the days leading up to my birthday, something felt off about Michael.
I told myself it was nothing. I was wrong.
***
The celebration was small, just the people closest to us: a few friends, my neighbor Carol, and two guys from my old job. Michael had helped me set up the backyard the night before, stringing lights along the fence, and he’d seemed fine then.
But that morning, I caught him standing at the kitchen window with his coffee going cold in his hand, staring at nothing.
“You okay, Mike?” I asked.
“Yeah, Dad,” Michael said, turning with a smile that didn’t quite reach. “Yeah, I’m good.”
In the days leading up to my birthday, something felt off about Michael.
He said some version of that three more times that day each time I checked on him.
I let it go because the guests were arriving and the grill needed tending. I figured whatever it was, my son would tell me when he was ready.
I didn’t figure it would be in front of everyone.
***
When Michael picked up his glass and asked for everyone’s attention, the backyard went quiet.
He stood there with his glass raised. “I want to make a toast. Dad, there’s something I need to tell you. Something I’ve been hiding for years and should’ve told you a long time ago.”
I frowned, the smile still half on my face.
“Dad, there’s something I need to tell you.”
