I can still remember the smell, even after two decades.
Industrial wood glue. Burnt hair. Fluorescent lights buzzing overhead.
It was sophomore chemistry. I was sixteen — quiet, serious, and doing everything I could to disappear into the back row. Blending in felt safer than being seen.
But he made sure I was seen.
He sat behind me that semester in his football jacket, loud and adored. While Mr. Jensen droned on about covalent bonds, I felt a sharp tug at my braid. I assumed it was nothing.
When the bell rang and I tried to stand, pain ripped across my scalp.
The laughter came before I understood why.
He had glued my braid to the metal frame of the desk.
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The nurse had to cut it loose. I went home with a bald patch the size of a baseball. For the rest of high school, they called me “Patch.”
Humiliation like that doesn’t evaporate. It hardens. It settles into bone.
