“You don’t have to know yet,” she told me, the night before he was due back, both of us sitting in my living room surrounded by bottles and burp cloths while all three babies slept, miraculously, at the same time. “But I think it’s worth thinking about. Whatever you decide, I’ve got everything organized if you need it.”
“I don’t even know what I want to say to him,” I admitted. “I keep imagining the conversation, and it just turns into me crying, which is exactly what he’d expect.”
“Then don’t say anything at all,” Naomi said. “Let him see it instead.”
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I didn’t fully understand what she meant by that until the following evening, when the two of us spent an hour quietly moving things around the living room while my mother watched the babies upstairs — a hastily assembled slideshow printed and taped across the coffee table, screenshots and timestamps laid out in a neat, undeniable timeline. Beside it, a folder Naomi had prepared with her attorney’s letterhead, outlining a temporary separation agreement drafted, at my request, earlier that afternoon.
“You don’t have to use any of this,” Naomi reminded me, one last time, as we heard a car pull into the driveway. “You can still just talk to him if that’s what you want instead.”
“No,” I said, surprising myself with how steady my own voice sounded. “I want him to see exactly what these two weeks looked like from where I was standing.”
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Grant unlocked the front door a few minutes later, tanned, relaxed, wheeling his suitcase behind him like a man returning from a well-earned trip instead of a man about to face two weeks of consequences he hadn’t once bothered to imagine.
“Hey,” he called out, setting his keys on the entry table the same easy way he always had. “I’m back. Where is everyone?”
He stepped into the living room, and I watched the exact moment his expression changed.
His eyes moved across the coffee table — the printed screenshots, his own vacation photos laid out beside my sister’s timestamped texts describing three-hour crying jags and forty-degree fevers and diaper counts I’d tracked obsessively just to feel like I had control over something. Beside all of it, the folder with the attorney’s letterhead, unmistakable even from across the room.
He stopped dead in the middle of the living room.
His suitcase dropped from his hand and hit the floor with a loud, flat thud.
“This can’t be happening,” he said, his voice cracking somewhere between disbelief and genuine panic.
