And the dates.
Six months.
He smiled like everything was normal.
The affair had started before Clara’s health crashed. Before the transplant. Before I lay in a hospital bed while my husband kissed my forehead and my sister called me her hero.
I sat down on the kitchen floor because my legs stopped working.
I kept scrolling.
When Evan came home that night, I was on the couch with a blanket over my lap, pretending to watch television.
He smiled like everything was normal.
He leaned down and kissed my head. I kept my face still.
“How are you feeling?” he asked.
“Sore,” I said.
He leaned down and kissed my head. I kept my face still.
“You should take it easy.”
“I am.”
He went to wash his hands. I stared at the hallway and thought, You touched her and then came home and touched me.
I nearly dropped the phone from the sheer nerve of it.
That was the exact moment I decided not to confront him right away.
The next morning Clara called me.
“Hey, how’s my favorite donor?” she asked, bright and sweet.
I nearly dropped the phone from the sheer nerve of it.
“I’ve been better,” I said.
She laughed softly. “Still recovering?”
There was the tiniest pause.
“Yeah. Actually, I was thinking we should have dinner tomorrow. Just family. You, me, Evan.”
There was the tiniest pause.
Then she said, “Really?”
“Why do you sound surprised?”
