The name on the chart was one I hadn’t spoken to in years.
When he saw me, panic flashed across his face. Recognition followed, hitting him like a physical blow. His left hand began violently trembling under the hospital blanket while his mouth struggled to form words.
“Ke… Kelly…”
I walked closer to the man I once called my father.
My chest felt tight.
He stared at me as if I were the only solid thing left in the world.
Panic flashed across his face.
Then he forced the words out. “Don’t… leave… me.” His shaking hand fumbled under the blanket.
He pressed something into my palm that he had been clutching since admission.
“Please. Take this.”
I looked down. And my breath left my body.
It was his Rolex. The exact one he adjusted the day he abandoned me, us.
But the back cover was open, and inside was a tiny hidden compartment.
He pressed something into my palm.
Folded into it was a picture of Jason and me sitting on the living room floor. The photo had been taken the day before Mom started chemotherapy. Jason held a toy truck. I wore my soccer uniform.
The edges of the photo were worn thin, as if it had been handled hundreds of times. He’d carried it for years.
I slowly looked back up at Dad. His eyes filled with tears.
I closed my hand around the watch and placed it back in his palm.
“I’m not the one who left,” I said quietly.
Then I turned and walked out.
“I’m not the one who left.”
