Mr. Lewis glanced toward Dad’s empty chair. “He recorded every contact.”

“Why didn’t he tell me?”

A thick envelope rested beneath the calendar.

My name appeared across the front.

I lowered myself into a chair before opening it.

“Daddy’s Bug,

“If you’re reading this, then I ran out of time, Simone.

Your mother contacted me six months after she left. She said she wasn’t ready to come home, but she wanted to finish school. I thought that if she had a degree and a stable life, she might return ready to be your mother.

She didn’t.”

I stopped.

My throat closed.

Mr. Lewis slid a glass of water toward me.

“Years later, I asked whether she wanted you during school breaks. She declined. I asked about regular visits. She said her life was too unsettled.

When she remarried, she agreed to a court order giving me sole custody.”

“She sent cards sometimes, but she never asked to speak to you.

I told myself I was protecting your heart. Maybe I was protecting mine too. I couldn’t stand the thought of watching you beg someone to choose you.

You had a right to know when you were old enough.

Then I ran out of days.”

I lowered the letter.

Dad had lied.

He had decided what I was strong enough to know.

Mr. Lewis did not try to defend him.

The remaining documents verified everything.

Mom had agreed to a court order granting Dad sole custody and had rejected the visitation schedule he proposed.

She had chosen absence.

Dad had chosen secrecy.

Both of them had decided what I could survive without.

I lifted the photograph again.

A name was written beneath Mom’s daughter.

“I’m contacting her.”

Mr. Lewis stood. “Are you sure?”

My answer was the first completely honest thing I had said all day.

That night, I found Mom’s daughter online.

Her profile was filled with birthday celebrations, school events, vacations, and beach photographs.

Mom appeared in almost every image.

I sent a single message.

“I believe we have the same mother. Did she ever mention a daughter named Simone?”

I included my phone number.

Her reply arrived the next morning.

“Our mom doesn’t have another daughter.”

I sent her a photograph of the fifth-birthday card.

Less than a minute later, my phone rang.

“Where did you get that?” she demanded.

“She told us she never had children before us. She said she’d been married.”

“She had a child. She decided not to raise her.”

“I don’t believe you.”

“Then meet me.”

We chose a café halfway between our homes.

Hannah placed a photo album on the table.

She showed me pictures of Mom attending concerts, birthdays, and graduation ceremonies.

Then she turned to a photograph of Mom carrying boxes into Hannah’s college dorm.

“She stayed for three days,” Hannah said.

“My dad slept in his truck when he moved me into college because he couldn’t afford a motel.”

Hannah slowly closed the album.

She explained that Mom had always claimed she paid for her own education.