By the time I reached the hospital, I had rehearsed and rejected twelve possible explanations.
Maybe he had been pinched by a diaper tab.
Maybe some absurd blood-vessel thing was happening under the skin.
Maybe I was overreacting.
Maybe I was seeing a bruise because my mind had already decided there must be one.
Then he cried again from the back seat, a thin, broken wail that seemed too big for such a small body, and I knew none of those comforting lies would survive contact with a doctor.
I didn’t bother parking properly. I left the car half crooked in front of the emergency entrance, grabbed the diaper bag and unbuckled the car seat so fast I nearly jammed the release. Noah’s face crumpled harder the moment I lifted him, and he let out a sound that made the nurse at the front desk stand before I had even reached her.
“What’s wrong?”



