My son and his wife asked me to watch their two-month-old baby while they went shopping. But no matter how I held him or tried to calm him, he kept crying uncontrollably. I immediately sensed something was wrong. When I lifted his clothes to check his diaper… I froze. There was something there… something unimaginable. My hands started shaking. I grabbed him and rushed straight to the hospital.

The doctor nodded, but it was not the relieved nod I had hoped for.

“That’s what I thought.”

My heart began to beat so hard it was visible in the hollow of my throat.

“What is it?”

He hesitated.

Then he pointed at the image.

“There’s internal bleeding.”

I heard the words. I understood the words. But for a second they had no place to land.

“What?”

“It looks like there’s trauma in the abdominal tissue. Not catastrophic, but significant. Enough that we need to treat him immediately.”

I felt the floor tilt.

“Trauma?”

He looked at Noah. Then at me.

“It appears someone squeezed him very hard around the abdomen.”

The room seemed to contract.

“Squeezed?” I repeated, because I needed the absurdity of the word said twice before I could absorb it.

“Yes.”

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